Awkward.

So.. remember that song by Kaiser Chiefs? "Oh my God I can't believe it, I've never been this far away from home"? Good song.. but allow me to change it slightly to fit even more - " I've never felt this close to anyone before." Yeaaaaah...... this is happening.. and I suck at changing lyrics. Something tells me I might need a little finger snap and maybe a face palm or maybe nothing. Maybe I'm simply supposed to enjoy this, relax and smile... yes, SMILE.

I'm back in Berlin with the energy of a thousand tigers, ready to do some awesomeness. I am not quite sure what to do regarding my masters - but I thought of this:
1. I sign up for that politics masters, see if I get accepted or not.
2. Send my CV to a friend that can help me get a good job somewhere.
3. Do a little research and sign up for a political party.
4. If nothing of the above works out I'm going to sign up for Art School and do what I always wanted - draw and paint like there is no tomorrow.
Because look... I thought about this quite some time and for as long as I remember I almost never paid attention in college cause I was too busy drawing something in the corner of a page.. It's all I've ever done in this life.. so what will I do? Join the freaking Bundestag and draw "The Starry Night" while they talk about Resource Management and Diplomatic Strategies? Yes, definitely... I'll be the new van Gogh without a beard. Yes.. I think that highly of me. Who am I kidding? Vincent van Gogh's artwork wasn't even really appreciated while he was alive and I'm not sure I want to die at 37 - in that case I might want to stop drinking and smoking.
I'm talking rubbish - I love Vincent's work..  and I am also very happy today. Had my coffee, something to eat and soon I have to head to Kaiser's to shop. Today is oddly good and it makes me think something might go wrong at some point,  I always get that feeling when my day turns out to be too good.

Anywho, I shall leave you now, dear reader, (inserting fancy accent here) for I have highly important errands to attend to.

Au revoir.