Thoughts

I've been thinking about him again. Somehow he simply won't go away.. even after all these years. I've tried to deny it..believing that I fall in love with others but.. in moments of loneliness I think of him again.. I think about those 3 days.. his smile, his voice, his charming person. He took it away from me, without knowing. And it's pathetic..because it was in such a short time.. how can someone simply take your heart like that?
I still dream of him sometimes. I listen to a song he recorded from time to time and I close my eyes because it's that warm voice that I like hearing so much. I still check up on his profile to see where else he has been, what places he saw, what photos he took... And I know, I'm probably nothing to him. He probably doesn't think of me.. but it always means a lot whenever he writes a message telling me how he is.
I guess the only thing I really wish is to cross his path again, meet and have a chat, a coffee maybe, smoke our favorite cigarettes, talking about music.
It's sad.. because I really do have everything I need. Why do I still hang on to nothing?


"How are my blackest eyes? "
They're good... craving to see you again.


Mi-e dor si doare.