Why Savage Garden? - Truly, madly, deeply.
I miss him again.
I'm fighting with depressions again... well ..maybe not really depression, but rather looking for shelter.
I feel so empty, so.. alone and lost. I can't find shelter anywhere right now, I'm not in the mood for anything, I think too much of the past, I keep going back to people that I shouldn't go to and instead of being happy that I'm going home, that my first year @ college is over.. I don't feel anything. I listen to such lame crappy sentimental songs, I look at pictures of people I haven't spoken with in months maybe even years and it all seems so pointless... like every thing that I did got me in the same damn place where I am right now. Stagnation? Maybe something is keeping me at this point.. but what? Instead of becoming a better person, more mature, smarter etc.. I keep going down for some reason. Everyday I become a bit more lazy, a bit more uninterested, a bit more lonely.
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