Sunshine, thunder, rain and clouds.: Goodbye 2009!

How the last day of the year was for me? Well so far it has been pretty dull.
After 5 years I'll be spending New Year with mom and granny. Listening to Armin van Buuren now. It's hilarious how things changed. Thinking back on 2009 I'd rather cry then smile somehow. I've learned many things about me that I wasn't aware of before. I've ruined friendships, gained others instead. I had those "big" exams in June, I moved from Brasov, "I crossed the border into the big bad world", I've learned how to cook, I'm with the person I've always dreamed of being but still somewhere put aside there's a small amount of regret, not sure where that comes from.
I've slowly let go of my hometown, somehow I feel a stranger when I walk on Republicii at night. Sometimes I pass people by that I thought I knew but they walk away without even looking back. ( must be the glasses, yes, eww!) Sometimes I think.. everything could be different.

Everything in life is limited to decisions. Good ones make you happy, bad ones haunt you for awhile.
But in the end, after a long year of ups and downs, political issues ( we all know about those..), money problems( seriously now, why did I have to remind us all?), changes etc, I guess the most important thing is to look back and see the good parts only, see that you have your family supporting you, that changes aren't always bad, that the one you love is there for you and will be for a long time, that your hamster, despite his missing leg, still gets all crazy whenever you step in your room, that your taste in music still rocks, that you can still draw well, that your soup doesn't taste of socks anymore and that those two weird people sleeping under a balcony actually smiled when they got some cake. :)
So allow me to finish this post with optimism. (cut me some slack, it's not my mooost obvious trait)
Summing up some of the good songs.

"We are golden"