So I'm doing what I do best when I am in a mood like this. It's indescribable quite frankly, because I never really know what this mood is about - it starts from pure fascination about something, really happy that it will happen, then the actual thing happens and my mood goes down just like that. As if I have some huge standards or expectations that can't be achieved. I wonder how this works and why it always happens at some point. Then I make my usual tea - probably green jasmine and if not something cherry flavored and I sit down and think - is there really nothing that can make me happy? Like really happy, on a long term, constant, not fluctuating so badly.. because I presume it's not healthy. How do you lower standards? How do you achieve happiness? And most important - how do you make it stay?
Right now I want to lay on the ground with my headphones on, playing my favorite songs and watching stars.
Eectric Guest - Troubleman
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