We arrived in Bad Kissingen a few hours ago. It's pretty cool as usual. Thing is.. as life tends to be like a circle, some things tend to never change. For instance today I was literally being all alone in my room reminiscing and thinking about all the things that I could have done and things I haven't. My idea is that I probably feel somewhat overwhelmed by the situation with my parents, no..seriously, it was too much. I tried as much as I could to help, to talk with mom and dad, to try and fix anything that was fixable but sadly nothing worked. After many years of lies, of hiding things, of pain .. there isn't much that can be fixed or wants to be fixed.
For now I shall enjoy a lovely movie with my fellow classmates here in Bad Kissingen and try to find the slightest thing that can make me smile.
Have a nice evening, dear reader.
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