On a night like this.

Dear reader,

I began this post with one of the most tranquil songs I have ever heard. It gives you that feeling of warmth in your heart even though frankly I do not know what the man sings about. He could be singing about frogs and dogs chasing cats and spaghetti and even about a cactus. Alright, alright, I'm playing dumb. The meaning of the title is "soul and heart". Frankly..without any translation I could have guessed that. Not with the help of the Latin roots belonging to my language but simply by listening to it. I'm talking a lot of rubbish lately but I'm not quite sure why I have such a hard time finding words. Maybe I've turned into this PC freak vegetable or maybe I'm in love. I wouldn't call it "in love" rather looking forward to falling in love. The mood I've been in lately kind of requires a certain "getting close to somebody" and enjoying their company. I think what I'm trying to say is that I wish I could get to know someone a bit better. Get to talk to someone about all different things that I don't normally talk about. Some kind of connection with someone at more than just physical level. Find that awkwardly crazy of me but I don't really have a good excuse for feeling this way. I've tried reading books, that didn't quite work out. I tried watching movies, hell I even had a film marathon with "top ten teenage movies" and no, don't think I watched American Pie and Date Movie. I mean good teenage movies from the '60s, '70s, '80s. (One of my favorites was "Flirting". Cute story of a British boy falling in love with this half African half English girl. It was quite touching and not cheesy as I would have expected it to be. I do appreciate movies that can tell a love story without exaggerating emotions or adding pathetic pick-up lines that make you wanna hit yourself in the head. Maybe those did not occur because the film was not American :) Yet I will not argue about that, I do enjoy my American movies once in awhile.) Anyway back to what I was saying.. I did many things to try and get my mind off such foolish thoughts but whatever I do, those thoughts keep coming back.

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Emotion by side.I started driving lessons a few weeks ago and it's going quite well. At my first drive I could already do everything by myself without having my car die in the middle of the street. Yes allow me to brag from time to time, it's what we Aries like doing (kissing their own ass).

For now I don't really want to write anything more. I'd rather lay on my bed, listen to good music and fall asleep thinking about someone, nobody in particular, just someone that could bring me to smile even more then I already do.
Anema e Core.

Have a good night sleep, whoever you might be.