Decisions.

Yes decisions. Why? I seem to like the word more and more every day. Decisions define us. Through decisions we either find out who we are or lose ourselves along the way. Decisions influence everything in our lives and in other peoples lives. We go through life in decision after decision after decision. Will I have coffee this morning? Which bus should I take? What dress should I wear? What face will I put on when I enter the classroom/office/store? Where to go this afternoon? Who should I call today? Is it alright for me to love that person? Should I tell that person? Should I call my mother? Should I apply for that job? And my god the list is infinite.. But what happens when things get decided for us? When the bus comes too late. When the dress you wanted to wear is dirty. When your mom doesn't pick up the phone? When the someone you love turns their back at you? When your lover decides to end the relationship because he thinks both are not capable of maintaining it anymore? Well the last one is certainly a kick in the ass, I must say.