Thankful.

I feel like writing today. A lot. Too many thoughts.. many things that have happened...
The first thing I'd like to say is that my mother and grandmother got here a few hours ago. I'm thrilled! Honestly. Whenever they come to visit they light up the place. They fill you up with joy and they make you realize how grateful you should be to have them around.
Other than that.. yeah, I had a great day at college. We got a gift and ordered a cake for our teacher's birthday. I'm sure he really appreciated it(as much as we appreciate him as well). It made me happy.
After class, Mark and I went to Billa to look for something. We had a nice chat on the way to that place and back. He's a great person to talk to and I love the fact that he's smart. Makes our conversations jump from one topic to another and we never get the time to discuss all we want to :)
On the way home I picked a few flowers for mom and granny (something tells me they liked it).
Aside from all this.. I'm going to Germany with my college mates on Saturday. I'm kind of excited about the whole thing but I'm also dissapointed that I wont get to see a few of my german friends since they can't reach Bad Kissingen. But hey.. it's been a great day. Besides, I'm enjoying a nice glass of beer and I plan to log on WoW for a few minutes.
Maybe I'll write something philosophical tomorrow if I get the chance. Today.. it was all about me for once. :)

Have a good night, whoever you might be.

Questions.

"Have you ever watched the stars for hours just thinking of how big the universe really is?"
"I do it quite often, why do you ask?"
"It's just...Could you stay here for tonight?"

He moved his hand as if to grab hers,but turned his back and walked away.

Decisions.

Yes decisions. Why? I seem to like the word more and more every day. Decisions define us. Through decisions we either find out who we are or lose ourselves along the way. Decisions influence everything in our lives and in other peoples lives. We go through life in decision after decision after decision. Will I have coffee this morning? Which bus should I take? What dress should I wear? What face will I put on when I enter the classroom/office/store? Where to go this afternoon? Who should I call today? Is it alright for me to love that person? Should I tell that person? Should I call my mother? Should I apply for that job? And my god the list is infinite.. But what happens when things get decided for us? When the bus comes too late. When the dress you wanted to wear is dirty. When your mom doesn't pick up the phone? When the someone you love turns their back at you? When your lover decides to end the relationship because he thinks both are not capable of maintaining it anymore? Well the last one is certainly a kick in the ass, I must say.