Through forgotten forests, mountains, hills
The walker goes his own path,
chasing after windmills.
She waits in her mind, thoughts and dreams
He searches breathlessly
and stops only at small streams.
While he drinks to gather his strength
Two eyes meet his gaze
So close, at an arm's length.
The image was frightful, the beast was enraged
His sword was too far
but he had to engage.
The beast ripped his body into shreds
and he took his last breath
in the silence that now spreads...
Breathe, breathe, breathe...
too heavy to breathe, the stench of blood, the excruciating pain,
the fear.
The fear?
Fear of death had long left him
For he had lost all he once held for dear.
He could not recognize himself, he couldn't understand
as darkness turned to light grey
there was no promised land.
Sunday, May 6, 2018
1.2.2014
I am at my favorite bar right now, in the best state I know. Alone. I call it the best one because it is the one I feel most comfortable in. I like it here cause despite all the talking from all the other people there is a kind of quiet that you rarely find anywhere else. No wonder this place is always full.
I came home a few days ago and I think I am still getting accustomed to the change of view. Went out with dad and my brother, had a good time with them today... Before that I had a good time with my older sister as well and of course the all so popular fights with my mom.
I ordered a nice cake and a ginger tea. Still waiting for that cake to come, I need the little sweetening.
The past couple of days people have been telling me that I care too little about myself and too much about others but I beg to differ. I think about myself all the time and that makes me a little self centered. The only difference though is that when I do think about myself I don't act in my own selfish interest but I consider other people that might be affected by my choices. And I think that's quite rational. Right? You can't step on everyone to get to what you want. You need to consider people that you might hurt in the process.
Today I decided to talk about cheating. It is one of my favorite topics. It says so much about the people around you but ... Where is the motive ? What lies behind it and why do people cheat?
My experience with cheating is not the best. The first encounter that we ever had was a while back, when I was still a child and didn't quite understand why or how. as a result my parents divorced in a very pleasant manner and everyone went on with their lives... Well. Not quite. But that is a long story that continues until today and it's point is close to zero. After some time though I started understanding the why and the how. And it's quite simple.people cheat. They cheat because they feel neglected, lonely, miserable but they also cheat because of the thrill. The knowing other new people, something untouched, unknown and mysterious interested in your person, in what you hide and what you have to offer
(incomplete)
I came home a few days ago and I think I am still getting accustomed to the change of view. Went out with dad and my brother, had a good time with them today... Before that I had a good time with my older sister as well and of course the all so popular fights with my mom.
I ordered a nice cake and a ginger tea. Still waiting for that cake to come, I need the little sweetening.
The past couple of days people have been telling me that I care too little about myself and too much about others but I beg to differ. I think about myself all the time and that makes me a little self centered. The only difference though is that when I do think about myself I don't act in my own selfish interest but I consider other people that might be affected by my choices. And I think that's quite rational. Right? You can't step on everyone to get to what you want. You need to consider people that you might hurt in the process.
Today I decided to talk about cheating. It is one of my favorite topics. It says so much about the people around you but ... Where is the motive ? What lies behind it and why do people cheat?
My experience with cheating is not the best. The first encounter that we ever had was a while back, when I was still a child and didn't quite understand why or how. as a result my parents divorced in a very pleasant manner and everyone went on with their lives... Well. Not quite. But that is a long story that continues until today and it's point is close to zero. After some time though I started understanding the why and the how. And it's quite simple.people cheat. They cheat because they feel neglected, lonely, miserable but they also cheat because of the thrill. The knowing other new people, something untouched, unknown and mysterious interested in your person, in what you hide and what you have to offer
(incomplete)
15.11.2014
There's so much darkness.
Darkness you will always find
In the purest of the light.
In the laughter of a child
On the moons shining bright
Even in the farthest wild.
In a leaf that falls gently
In the shadows on the streets
In a face that smiles friendly
When your eyes, his eyes meets
In the holding of one's hands
In a promise at the wedding
In the deserts dried out sands
In a lover who's pretending
Everything's just fine my dear,
Why the sadness in your voice?
In the morning she'll have left,
Because she had no other choice.
Darkness you will always find
In the purest of the light.
In the laughter of a child
On the moons shining bright
Even in the farthest wild.
In a leaf that falls gently
In the shadows on the streets
In a face that smiles friendly
When your eyes, his eyes meets
In the holding of one's hands
In a promise at the wedding
In the deserts dried out sands
In a lover who's pretending
Everything's just fine my dear,
Why the sadness in your voice?
In the morning she'll have left,
Because she had no other choice.
16.2.2015
Lost in the fog of persuasion
promenades on the streets of temptation
Black and white, your hands in mine
my sins in yours.
promenades on the streets of temptation
Black and white, your hands in mine
my sins in yours.
Subscribe to:
Comments (Atom)