Unfair

When you hit your head against the table - gently though because you wouldn't wanna shake things up in there - when you walk around the house, when you know there are so many things you need to do, when you listen to that one song that reminds you of him and you put it on repeat and torture yourself pointlessly -  and all you think about is that one man that lightens a dark day, that does nothing but makes you forget about every bad thing that has happened with only one smile. I will never forget that moment though. Somewhere in my head the thought of him feeling the same wont fade away. It's unfair, everything is.

Empire of Hope

Beat inside of me,

Bird of prey!

Capture my thoughts

and throw them away.

Leave nothing but an empty soul,

and a heart that will never be whole.

Why have I mistaken you so

 For the one thing I thought I'd know?

 Why did I believe in you,

the words you said, were they even true?

 Through space and time I travel now,

To find the answers to why and how...

 I fly between stars, without any gain

 My dearest love, everything has been in vain.