Thursday, December 15, 2011

Let us fight for a better world.



A speech filled with empty dreams and hopes, cause let's face it, despite all the good in men there is also the same amount of bad.

Red wine.

It's always a beautiful day when I get to see you,
even if only for a short while.
There's something in the way you act, something about what you do
That always makes me smile.

Good night.

Wednesday, December 7, 2011

The Letter

You have moved me, you have moved me in a moment I never thought someone would. You've changed my world, you turned it upside down. There isn't one hour that passes without me thinking of you. How pathetic that is.

While I'm sitting here on this chair, all that fills my head is the fact that we didn't talk as much as I wanted. But we did talk a bit, pointless, I was nervous.. it's hopeless. Chances are this will never ever happen. Maybe I was a burden, I pissed him off ... I certainly was too honest and blunt talking to him.. so typical, as if I consider every man in my life a best friend with whom I can share anything.

Could it have all been nothing? Maybe it's simply normal to him. Maybe I should not question it so much, take it as it is. Friendship. Painful friendship.

I'm in love.. And I admit it with a smile. I will tell him someday, maybe.





The letter was torn,

it had been blown by wind

into the darkest wilderness.

Time made her worn...

Show her life,

as it should have been.

Why let the wind take it all,

why let it be forgotten,

like a rainy fall.

It could have all been foreseen,

It could have been them,

Guided by the light of the stars,

In a moment of loss, a moment of pain.

Grief those that need be,

Happiness is only for the few.

Let go of what held you behind, let go of us.

Pour the last drop

and drink from the last cup

Like the flickering lights of candles,

in hope of a better day

I pray.

Shine, you sun, shine over souls

and give them what they need.

Don't let the darkness surround us with ghouls,

Give a lot more and forget greed.

My soul it lingers for what it cannot have,

it turns and twists and aches.

While the world shakes,

in splinters it falls, it pains.

Rains of fire,

poor lava on them, those horrid thoughts, burn them.

I had sworn you true love,

I had sworn it forever,

Now it begins.