Gibbering

Simplicity you complicate
Questions you elaborate
Hope that you inflict
And feelings you neglect.

You burn like fire, you burn them all
and you're reborn with every ignite
You feel not less not more for none
you're on your own, you know but one.
You play, you love, your passion fades, you run

or you simply walk away.
find some place else to play.

Fun is all you feel and know
Foolish be the one to believe in you
Foolish be the one to trust you
Foolish be the one to hope, to fight,
Naive be the one to dream.

Because you are not what you seem.

Reject, refuse, deny, repel, decline, repulse, disprove, discard, negate, relinquish me.

- Random thoughts, put in words.

Roadtrip

I studied in Freiburg, Germany for one year and once I had finished my studies there, mom picked me up with her car and we drove a bit around so I thought I'd share a few pictures:









I might post some more pictures later. These pics include Bodensee (Germany), Munich (Germany) and Vienna(Austria).

Today

Today is one of those days in which I feel I need to do more in my life but there's no motivation whatsoever. Maybe something needs to hit me bad so I learn how to live again. It's this feeling of just wandering around with no certain purpose. Same thing over and over again. You wake up, eat breakfast, turn on the PC, put some music, wash the dishes and then back to the PC. I have stuff to finish for University (in two days!) and I haven't really started yet, fuck if I know what's happening with me.

You/ a post from October. 2011

You disgust me with your ways. Maybe it's too much to say but I feel so empty today, how can I put this.. I wasn't ready for a rejection, it was the last thing I wanted...But so it happens that I always have high hopes.

I calmed down finally after a few hours of talking to my parents, having breakfast and taking a bath. It's all good I guess. I think you can call it pain but it's rather a feeling of repulsion? maybe a bit of regret regarding the way I said what I did. Maybe I shouldn't have a had those 3 beers.